267. Red Flag Insights: Work {LC's Journey 43}

The interesting thing about inner work as that, if you are sincere about it, you're going to change. You're going to see the things that are holding you back from your true. Eunice. Your true essence. And you're going to start to make different decisions. That's a pretty big whack in the head for your brain. So. The other thing that I was really looking at. Was the red flags that I noticed in myself. Regarding my work. The two main themes here are at a bad attitude. And there was a jabbing energy. My bad attitude felt like I had this air of entitlement or deservedness and there was a resentment. I knew how hard I was working and I knew how much work I was doing and how efficiently I was doing it. I was not feeling like I was getting the compensation. That people who do less than me. Get. And that was that, that was a challenge. This leads me to this jabbing energy I was feeling. And this was there because I wasn't actually sure if I believed in the work or what my boss wanted to do with it. Almost like, I wasn't sure if they were capable or desired to. Quote unquote right. This ship, the company was losing money, like crazy. We were eating our bricks for sure. The thing is that hurt a lot because I deeply care about. My boss. So I wrote. Why am I working here? Why is sometimes a very. Insignificant question. But when it comes to inner work, It can be very significant. To ask. What is the reason why. M I seeking. This in another person, or why am I seeking that in another person? Or why am I staying in this relationship that feels unhealthy. Why am I staying in this job that feels unhealthy. And then you have to dig deeper than the initial response because. Oftentimes for work. It's like, well, I need the money. Okay. I need money. Okay. Why. To feel stability. Okay. Why. And you keep going down and then you also ask like, why this job, what are the attachments here? I mean, really what you're looking for is what assumptions am I making and what attachments do I feel or sense or have. In the situation, whether that's with a person or a job or really anything. These red flags of feeling that resentment and feeling that jabbing energy, my bad, my bad attitude. And the jabbing energy. Led me to question and led me to get closer to home. And I did. Eventually. Actually not that. Not that long after I started to really look at this. And we will get there. I Go to Laura, christine.us, to contribute to the show by sharing your voice, sharing your opinions and your thoughts. You can also book yourself a session with me, uh, reading slash coaching. And until next time. I'm sending all the love. And then somewhere. We'll talk again.