247. Healing After a Break-Up

I opened up a journal of mine. Actually the one with all of the rune. Messages. And. It randomly landed on a page. That I wrote. About three or four days after I left Kent. My ex-husband. This is back when I was still channeling. And I feel like the message is pretty pertinent. And if you've ever felt heartbreak from breaking up, which most of us have. This is for you. We see her pain. It is the suffering of separation. One last this happened, you found peace in your practice and yourself. Love. Now you grieve the life you left behind in order to pursue a love. It is not possible to find love and the pursued. For it has never absent. Lighten your heart. For you've done one thing. And that one thing led you to everything. You cannot get this wrong. And you certainly did not get this wrong at all. There's much that you both have gained from this union. What must be understood as a union of an incomplete soul is no union at all. You were not tied to anyone or anything. And giving up a part of you, you thought it could be filled. Nothing can fill. What is you? Only you can do that. No quote, unquote love can replace the pieces you leave behind. Only you can call them back. Can you go back and be exactly the same. No, nothing is the same. You know what it is, time for. You know, in your heart and in your truth, that love is not what makes a partnership. It was two holes coming together. No one is whole who sacrifices him or herself to anything but him or herself. Whether that is a person and addiction or religion. Work, et cetera. Lose the disillusionment and find yourself and yourself. You never left. You will never leave you. Thank you for hearing this journal entry. That. Speaks. A bold truth. In my own opinion. Anyway. You never left. You. You can never leave you. And it's an illusion. And we get disillusioned. But we are always here. So call yourself back, come home to yourself. You are wild. You are free. You're ready. And you're ready for this. That's why you're here. Until next time. I'm sending you. All the love and then some more. We'll talk tomorrow.