172. {LC's Journey 26} Utah & Manifesting

Welcome to 100 Ways. This is your daily exploration of self and soul. I'm your host and fellow explorer, Laura Christine. Let's dive in and find our way home. Utah. As I entered Utah, I thought, no, this isn't great. Continue to think that way until. I got. To the great salt lake. I looked to my left and there was an, I said, Oh, I'm not sure. If it was the saltiness that I needed. Or there's an energy in. Or around or through. The great salt lake. That I was needing. But something in me triggered when I saw the lake. And it made so much sense. That I was there. I'm like, oh, This is why I'm here. To this day. I have no idea what it was. And I don't think about it. It doesn't matter. I loved my time. In Utah. I already spoke with Lois who I how's. That for, that was episode 133. You can go back to reference that if you want to hear about how I came to Utah. And some of the experiences that we had together there and how it was for both of us. But let me just tell you when I got to the whole foods. In salt lake city. First of all, I had never been to salt lake city. I had never been to Utah at all, other than a layover on a flight, which I do not count. I was in an airport. Airports are not the state that you're in. I had never been to Utah and I drove through it, stopped in salt lake city at the whole foods. And when I was in the whole foods, Everyone had either. Jeans and sneakers on. Or yoga clothes on. The vibe that I got was. Connected to themselves and connected to nature and the outdoors, which is totally what you taught is when you. Aren't looking at the Mormon energy of it because there's also a lot of Mormon energy. There is there a lot of Mormons there, there are also a lot of. Former Mormons there. However Utah is not just Mormons. We just think of it because it's the. Capital. I guess of the Mormon church. I loved the vibe there. It was very, it's very Spacious. I wasn't there for very long and all of this could totally change if I actually spent more time there and rooted down to live there. But the people who live there that I met with also love it. So I think that I'm right. Oh, it felt so good to be there. The roads are wide, the mountains are high and they're beautiful. Oh, my word, it was spring time. Still a little bit chilly, but I got out every day to almost every day. The hike. There were mountains right in back of where Lowe's his house was. So I was able to go back on the trails. And wow. I, yeah, I walked a lot. In Ogden, Utah. I worked. I had my own space for most of the two months that I was there. So I baked and made things in the kitchen and cooked food. And. I enjoyed myself thoroughly. Aye. Worked on my own business at this time as well. And I finally signed up with the coach that I worked with for over a year. She's amazing. I'm so grateful. That I took that. Step. To work with her. And to be in her. Circle. I worked on things that were important to me sharing my story. I was really sorting myself out. And that makes a lot of sense because I left a wahoo and then I was with people and with people and with people, and then I moved on and got to Ogden, Utah and I was alone. So I was able to really feel into, okay. What's important to me. And what do we want to focus on? At the same time, two months, isn't a very long time. And what I ended up realizing is that. I wasn't meant to teach right now. I wasn't meant to really dive into the next thing I was going to do. Right now. But I did create a course. That was really fun. It was a four-part series on manifesting. And how to actually go about by doing it because we do it all wrong. We are taught. It's all about visualization and being in the mind and feeling it before you have it. And well, It's hard for me to even say, as some of that is correct. I mean, energetically. Yeah. It is kind of, but also. Energetically. It puts us into a place of not having. And it also. Attaches as to what we think it is. That's going to give us the thing that we want or the feeling that we want when really. All we want. Is to feel. The way we think we're going to feel. When we have what we think. We want, because it's going to make us feel that way. You do realize we live in a limitless world, a limitless universal limitless. Multi-verse you do realize that. Having this one thing. Is not necessarily what you need to feel the way you want to feel. And if we could start with actually feeling the way we want to feel. Which is being home in ourselves. Then everything. Comes naturally, and we're not attached to getting the things we think we want. Because it doesn't matter anymore. It doesn't matter what you have when you're home in yourself, because you have. Home. It's so hard to explain this. But it's so easy to live it. That's so easy. To live it. So anyway, I did a four-part series on that, which included Kundalini, yoga and myth-busting and how to blast. But otherwise. My journey was not at all. About bringing people along with me on it. My journey. Was to be home in myself. And to do it for myself. As privately as I could. Thank goodness. I went to Colorado. After Utah. Because what happened in Colorado? Made me stop. Trying. To show everyone. Out there. What I was doing. And how. It's so possible to do what I was doing. I feel like that's what I was trying to convince myself of. It's so possible to do what I'm doing. So I'm going to show everyone else how possible it is. And then when they see how possible it is, I'll know that I'm showing them that it's possible. So that means it is. But no. I got to start being quiet about my experiences. And that was a very healing. Yeah. Now I'm sharing them. Because I've been through them and I've learned the lessons, at least some of them. And I'm not in the thick of it now. I'm so glad I went to Colorado. I'll share what I can. About that experience with you? Next time, my journey episodes. Come up. In the meantime. Go to buy me a coffee.com/ 1 0 0 ways. And buy me a chai. I'd love it. Oh, I also would love to do a reading with you runes or at coaching session. We can look at your numbers, your numerology. That's so fascinating and it will blow your mind. In a good way. Until next time. I'm sending all the love and then some more. We'll talk tomorrow. Thank you for exploring with me today. I would love to continue this conversation with you. We can do that at laurachristine. us. You'll find contact in the menu or you can go to laurachristine. us slash contact and you'll be taken right to it. Let's dive in a little deeper and see how fully we can flow with the duh.